Please sit your plain ass down.

Telling me about how you would never get tattoos for your various “virginal reasons.”

Whatever.
You aren’t impressive.
You are actually just boring and making me yawn.

On top of it. Your uppity-ness is a complete turn off and it only makes me want to dismiss you.

-exhale-

Waiting does not equal Working.
Show initiative. Take some leadership.
Giving 0% will only get you 0%.

I give back easy.
But if I notice a pattern of more wait than work. .. you can only get what you put in.

Didn’t plant an apple tree?
How do you expect to get apples?

That moment you look out the windows of the bus and see a Sea of Traffic down the street.

….ugh man.
What the hell…

Weather is Seriously affecting My mood

I need to get up and out the door. But the weather is telling me not to bother. ..

I am going to get up soon though.
It’s Monday.

I want crepes.

Ok. Goodnight. I mean morning. .

(See what I am saying! ?)

"I tend to ignore smart-assery & idiocy."

When you fucked up. ..you fucked up. (Rant)

When you try to act innocent on some shit and yet everyone knows you’re lying. .. don’t bring your humiliated mind to me and harass me.

Please.

You got caught. You thought you were slick.
You thought no one was going to call you out.

You were very wrong.

I really don’t care if we are family, because if you piss someone off… they have every right to confront you.

If you’re mad now, because you didn’t want to get caught but did- don’t bring that foolishness to me.

Especially first thing in the damn morning.

Get over it.
Maybe this time you will learn not to do it again.

I’m resisting the urge to. ..

Drop some knowledge on an ignorant follower.

There are moments when I look through my notifications and then I peep at what my tumblr followers post. Usually to either follow back, or just see what is up. …

This one girl is really confusing.
A white girl. Taking about race issues. .. more specifically: black issues.
Hip-hop.
Film.
Etc…

…. and the way she talks about it.
Is thoroughly annoying.

I mean- some of it makes sense. But most of it doesn’t. I am having a hard time resisting the urge to comment on every single post.
I feel as if she is talking about it from a white perspective. However it’s a unconscious white perspective.
It’s an ignorantly positive perspective.

If you know nothing about the culture.
You really should just keep your mouth shut.

You’re sounding really annoying right now and I am sorta surprised no one had checked you yet.

My theory is

When some folks get comfortable they dont know how to react when the new experience hits them Square in the face.

Some People think they are awesome at writing or leading . ..

Then a new person shows up and totally rips the rug from under them and BAM!

I know for a fact that l am not the best at a lot of things l am actually good at.

That’s cool.

Its just some people really get comfy and are used to being spoiled or favored….

When I got a younger sister . ..I hated her little Newborn ass. I was an only child and I was used to getting all the attention.

l was used to being the cute one and the one who got catered to. I was also 6 y/o.

I learned pretty early that its Life.

You are #1 one day
#2 the next.

or if you are positive about the shit You just need to share the Spotlight.

l’m always cool with sharing.

what I’m not cool with are people that don’t know when to either step away or shift aside.

It doesn’t make you look good to be bothered by it. It makes you look like a Brat.

l have flaws. I am not a life Guru.
l am selfish at times.
l lack a certain amount of tolerance at times.
l use foul ass language.

l Jump to conclusions.

l can be petty.

l don’t get jealous but l do drop anyone who tries to degrade my self-worth and try to have me compete against broads that I don’t give a fuck about. Cause that shit is rude.

Same with broads that think I’m about to get butthurt by them.
Or who want to outdo me in certain situations shall also be dropped or humilated.

Ehem. ..

Now I am rambling.

Sometimes l sweat the small stuff.

Sometimes l am too Introverted.

Sometimes I fail to sweat the BIG stuff.

l procrastinate.

Etc…

So I am not UP here acting like I know all or that I’m perfect.

Just a random ass thought.

Its Okay to NOT be Beyonce.

LOL.

042812

My sis Skype called me today to check on me and see if im okay. ..*feels loved*

—-
Things start to get odd when your friends who are psych majors… Start psycho-analyzing you in situations. Using all these terminology. ..

Its fun. I don’t mind being in a situation like that with someone I trust knows me for a while.
When other people do it, it’s kind of irritating.

It’s more like an “ohhhh… you know what? You are so right about that- that is definitely what I am doing right now. “

—-
It’s sometimes a good thing to have people that know you and to have the opportunity to come across people who are willing to get to know you. Some people want to help you rise up and some rather see you in the same place.
It’s the people who really want to help that will try to get to know where you’re coming from.

Even I am like that.
I am a nice person that likes to help out. However if I have no interest in really helping someone- I don’t get to know them or get to know where their mind is at.

I am learning every day.
Maybe someone will help me learn something today.

So. ….

I am currently in my room while my grandmother had decided to lecture my little cousin right in my room.

So. … my head hurts.
I may just say ..”can yall kindly. ..get the entire fuck out of my room. Please. “

"This Morning l learned that, THE KEY to waking up with my alarm … is to go to bed early!"

Me, inside my head this morning.

… fucking messed up.

Never again am I going to be doing something like this.

My life is all messed up and it is my fault for not being a first priority in my life. ..

"REVERSE RACISM DEEEEZ NUTZZ"

Me

You all can date white guys if you want

But my first exp was the worst dating exp of my entire life and I am not fucking with white dudes ever again… Figuratively and literally !