Me at 1:17 am 03.26.14
Trying to be sexy in a nasty ass washroom…
Me waking up in the morning and looking outside
Me just now
Has a doritos bag strapped to his leg…
It’s been opened…
But not finished. ..
Why can’t he put it in his bag though?
My life right now…
This next week coming up is. ..
ALL NIGHTERS WEEK.
THANK GOD IT’S FRIDAY YA’LL!
I’m just like….
You are insecure.
You are scared.
You are lost.
You are undeserving.
You are evil.
You are jealous.
You are a liar.
You are conniving.
You are a pretender.
& you think you can get away with all the wrong you’ve done and will continue to do…
But you’re so small.
No matter how much you get away with.
No matter how much you deceive.
You will always be small and undeserving of real authentic happiness in life.
If you lied to get it.
You don’t deserve it.
So day goes by I get off my break it’s 6pm.
We don’t really have anyone scheduled until 7.
Managers are…no where.
So slowly a build up of employees start to congregate.
Place is basically empty and no one’s coming.
So I finish mopping and as I’m finishing some guy at work starts to make a comment on my mopping techniques. ..
Nothing fancy …just mopping.
He said “you’re not thinking straight cause of your hair”
He also said:
” this is a perfect picture for slavery ” and starts making all these comments about whipping and how I’m mopping up like a Slave and he said it’s perfect cause of my fro…
Now I know what your next question is…
"Ugh, was he white! ?"
Notorious for hitting on white girls.
And jamaican. As in he’s Jamaican.
Let me tell you how I was soooo pissed but had to relax cause I’m at work and didn’t want to tell him about his Uncle Tom, nasty d*ck having self. B*tch a** punk a** heaux a** son of a b*tch.
So no one else was laughing and we were in a group of black employees and he was the only one laughing and it was looking hell a pathetic so he slowly escorted himself away from us.
One guy…Though not directly saying anything he defended my hair a bit but saw that the other guy was pretty ignorant.
Me and that guy will not be getting along by the way…
I thought I was going to turn him inside out with the amount of cussing I had behind my tongue. Lord. Gee. Zussss.
I can’t even believe people think that shit is funny.
Or think that it is appropriate to say.
What a little sh*t.
I woke up so thirsty.
21 and looking 16 like.. 😪